What’s up everyone, just wanted to share something that still doesn’t feel real to me. A little over a year ago, I was sitting in an opiate detox, shaking, sweating, and completely convinced that my life was over. I had no money, no real friends left, and no clue how to live without getting high. But someone in detox told me, “Just get to a meeting every day, don’t overthink it.” So that’s what I did. I got out and started hitting AA meetings every single day, sometimes two or three a day. I didn’t have a car, so I skated to every meeting. At first, it was just a way to get around, but after a few weeks, I started skating longer routes just for fun. Something about pushing through the streets, feeling the wind, and clearing my head after meetings helped me deal with all the emotions that kept hitting me in early sobriety.
A few months in, I realized I was falling in love with skating again—the way I did when I was a kid before drugs completely took over my life. I started working on tricks again, hitting up parks, meeting new people (actual friends, not just people I used with). By the summer, I was skating every single day. Last September, someone convinced me to enter a competition in Venice Beach, and somehow, I took second place. I was blown away, and it felt like a surreal moment—just a year earlier, I was literally dope sick and barely surviving. Then last month, something even crazier happened. A guy from Vans reached out to me after seeing me skate at an event, and now I’ve got a sponsorship deal. Like… Vans. The same company I used to beg people to buy me shoes from because I was too broke.
I’m not saying this to brag—I just can’t believe how much life can change in a year. If you told me in detox that I’d be sober, skating, competing, and getting sponsored, I would’ve laughed in your face. But here I am.If you’re struggling, just know that life gets insane when you stay sober long enough to see it happen. Just keep showing up. You never know where this road will take you.